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There are two heart attitudes that will rob a person of power in prayer - guilt and bitterness. Guilt is a result of our doing wrong, while bitterness normally creeps into our hearts when we've been wronged by others. When Jesus taught His disciples to pray, He dealt with both of these critical heart issues. He taught us to pray, "Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors" (Matt. 6:12 NIV).
There are two types of
guilt - false guilt and true guilt. False guilt comes from the accusations of Satan. He tells us that we're no good, or that we're not worthy. He tries to
get us to think, "How can you pray? You're not worthy to pray." Of
course, we're not worthy enough to pray. There's only One who is worthy - and
His name is Jesus! There's only One who is complete in His goodness - Jesus!
So, we'll never be able to achieve worthiness. We can only fall at the feet of
the Savior and worship Him as the worthy One. We don't come to God because of
anything that we've done. We're able to come into God's presence because of
what Christ has done for us.
Satan's accusations are
always general in nature, while a genuine conviction of the Holy Spirit is very
specific. Often we feel guilty because we are guilty. There's something in our
lives that's not pleasing to God. It's impossible to repent of "not being
worthy enough to pray," because we'll never be worthy. Therefore, when
Satan tries to lay a ton of false guilt upon us, we need only to reject those
feelings of unworthiness and fall at the feet of Jesus and claim His grace. We
must understand that the throne of God is a throne of grace. We can only
approach a holy God because we've tasted the grace of God.
However, there's a
second kind of guilt. It's when the Holy Spirit convicts us of sin, and such
conviction is always very specific. Thus, this conviction will always lead to
repentance and, ultimately, forgiveness. When God convicts us about something
wrong in our lives, the purpose isn't to leave us on a guilt trip, but rather
to remove the sin from our lives and bring forgiveness to our hearts. The
purpose of God's conviction is always redemptive.
There's only one way to
deal with this kind of guilt. Confess and repent of it. In John's epistle, he
says, "If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth
is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive
us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:8,9 NIV). Confession
requires honesty. We must be willing to admit what we've done wrong as well as
turn from the wrong. It's much more than just saying, "I'm sorry."
It's crying out, "I've been wrong."
I've discovered that the
most difficult thing for many Christians is to say, "I've been
wrong." But such confession goes to the heart of what it takes to have
power in prayer. The Bible says, "But He gives us more grace." That
is why Scripture says, "God opposes the proud but gives grace to the
humble" (James 4:6 NIV). A proud heart will never have power in prayer,
but a humble heart releases all the resources of God because it touches the
very heart of God. When we see God in His holiness, we will be driven to our
knees in confession of sin. Once we've been completely honest, broken and
repentant, we'll experience that amazing grace. Oh, what joy and power lies in
such praying. Pray with a holy heart. Pray with a humble heart. And stand back
and watch God work.
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